Meditation Mind without doubt is Mind without confusion. Mind without confusion is Mind without conflict. Mind without conflict is Mind without separation. Mind without separation is Mind without suffering. Mind without suffering is a Mind full of peace and Joy.

Let us bring through the intellect the trust, the certainty, the sureness of GOD. Let the Mind be free and the Intellect clear. For here is the gateway to the Light, for we stand upon the thresholds of Time and Space, awaiting the return to remembrance the reflections of the Christ.

Let the portals to the Consciousness open wide the horizons of Spirit in Joy, gladly announcing the return of the Spiritual Self. We now embrace the mighty BODY of the Christ within and present to the world His gift of Healing and of Love. We return to our Home, remembering that we never left. We renounce all illusion and see that they never were. We leave this world to return to our Creator in Spirit. We now are fulfilled because we know our Source and the one true purpose in Life. We now become One with our Self.

Kenji Kumara

My journey began about four years ago, when I discovered I was whole, complete and an infinite being. From that moment on, I have been on a quest, to unravel the meaning of my existence. The meaning dissolved long ago and turned into a feeling, a feeling of being, a feeling for living, a feeling of me. This quest led me on some of the most exciting moments of creation, where synchronicities suddenly born, created mind exploding awareness. To be here now, is the key. The key to the present opens pathways to the past and simultaneously births the future. I stand at this juncture in time, dabbling into the infinite potentiality of the moment, choosing my reality, creating my world.

To live in complete trust is to surrender to the field. The quantum field of creation is a sea of potential, ripe and ready to move into form. The slightest intent of direction creates solid, tangible fragments. Who am I if I am not struggling? Who am I if I am not broke? To surrender completely is equivalent to dying, and when the little self dies to the infinity of grace, creation creates itself. I have been led of one journey after the next, all with no warning, explanation or reasoning. Following intuitive guidance, I have been positioned at the right moment in time and space to witness and co-create astounding events. But my faith has been tested, with thoughts of fear and lack. Often, I would be guided to be at certain places and events, but my fears of not having enough money or time to support needs would stop me from following this divine guidance. Attending Kenji's workshop was one of the times I did listen, and the reconfirmation was valid once again. Trust and you shall be given all that is born within and without you.

So the message I would like to pass on in all gratitude and joy is:
"Let go, surrender to the mystery, allow your higher selves to do the talking, walking and playing here on the earth plane. The ride will be sweet, full of passion and intrigue. Everything you have ever desired, big and small, will come into being, effortlessly. For your deepest desires are shared by the Oneness, and the pathways to fulfillment have already been laid, in fantastic, glorious ways. Let the quantum field take care of you; let it give you the gifts you deserve and the comfort you need. Let it be easy, let it be fun, and most importantly, just let it be."

Akanksha Naik from India, (now in Santa Fe, NM)

Student, age 16

AK (student 08) -

Spirituality and Prosperity go hand in hand, feet in feet and are like brothers and sisters walking together down the path. Lack in either results in lack in both, and conversely, an abundant spiritual life leads to prosperity in the mind, emotions, body, finances and career. One cannot separate one from the other.

The Churches have largely done this separation thing with money and healing. In ancient times, the ascetics, yogis, ministers, reverends, bishops, rabbis, healers and lightworkers have drawn a line between the two and considered money to be evil, at the root of crime and greed and avarice and the source of many of humanity's ills. We are carrying this unconscious thought and belief as lightworkers, healers, counselors, therapists and world servers. The esoteric literature also has propogaded this thought system. As healers and teachers, we are not supposed to be rich in abundance of any kind, and are to live a life of poverty, simplicity and meager means. The monks and nuns have carried on this tradition for centuries.

But what if you have a business and private practice in the healing arts? Are you not supposed to earn a living just like doctors, physicians, lawyers and the like? They, too, are in a business and create a clientele.

I believe the new way is that both can live in harmony and peace and one does, in deed, have the right to create an abundant livelihood. Money helps us to reach people, to build a system where many benefit. Without money, one cannot travel, market their services, hire business managers and sponsors, train a staff or even teacher. Money allows us to have more time devoted to teaching. Used wisely, money is energy in motion and is part of God's plan for the salvation of the Earth and humanity. Without money, one cannot do the things necessary to create right livelihood. We deserve to be rich in spirit first, then on all the other levels. Seek Ye First The Kingdom Of Heaven, and All Things Shall Be Granted onto Thee, it says in the bible. The Kingdom is the riches, the gold of alchemy. Money used wisely is spiritual and divine. It is a win-win situation for all. To be poor is noble - that is a crock of ________. So collapse all attitudes and beliefs about success and money from your ancient past, then see what happens.

In QL, the spiritual path is the worldly path, period. There is no difference. Holding the State in everyday living is our goal. Not to make any separations between the meditative experience, the peak experiences and going to the grocery store to buy food. It is all ONE.

Quantum living, giving "waves" to others, quantum hugging, quantum eating, quantum love-making is all the same. Sharing of self, benefitting others, helping heal the Planet are all the same.
Be the Quantum all the time as best you can, and observe (staying emotionally detached) the effects of that living. Judge ye not, judge ye not yourself. Stay cool ....................

Hope this helps AK -Blessings, Kenji

My dear family,

My life has blossomed like a rose, my heart opening its petals to the first ray of light. The light of trust, sincerity, faith and belief. Belief in the new, belief in god, belief in me. Trust in my heart and its ability to always guide my way, childlike sincerity in forever being innocent. Laughing, crying, dancing, singing, playing. I am allowing my joyful beingness to flow like the golden ocean of
grace. Never did I think I could give myself the pleasure of being me...just me, the way I am. Beautiful, sweet, free. I have been blessed to have all my needs met, sometimes even before I can state them. I am blessed to have experienced love and kindness, tenderness and simplicity here in my body, with others who share their beauty freely (pod!). I am given a soul family, soon to be a global family, where even human embraces another, re-membering themselves. Akanksha means hope, and hope is the warmth of knowing that the old dream is fading and the new vision is becoming. I love you all immensely and thank you for your being. I have felt you every day since I met you, I have reached out to you in times of need and you have been there for me. And (my favorite part) I have been able to share with you the incredible moments of ecstasy, where time stands still and the universe holds its breath in wonder at its own creation.
I love you and join with you...blessed be

Me!
(Akanksha)

Dear Kenji, Anda and Brian,

The quantum is forever evolving and I would love to share with you some new understandings and insights in my experience..... After being introduced to this familiar yet amazingly new energy, I struggled to put it into perspective in relation to my being. What is the quantum? Is it something foreign, outside of me, coming in to assist me or is it within? Having experienced glimpses of seeing the whole universe within my being, I understood all that is without is ultimately within. But this was more of an intellectual understanding, not an experience with the Quantum. How was it that when I was around the pod or in meditation, I was blissed out. But when I returned to my everyday life I went back to doubt, hopelessness and fear. Well, after my trip to India which was really really hard, mostly because I was going against my inner being, my joyful knowing and holding onto the old way to struggling and expecting more pain. It was a relinquishing of the path of finding joy in the suffering and a resurrection of being bliss here now. After that, it began to dawn on me that the Quantum, that I was trying so hard to place into context was nothing but ME! The vivacious brightness I remember being as a child, my enthusiastic, sweet, loving nature, that was it! That was the quantum, the simplest, most intimate aspect of me. It was not foreign to my being, a state I was trying to achieve and maintain, but rather it was within, the most innocent, trusting core of my being. And then I looked at children and saw that embodiment, and then I looked at adults and saw that demolishing because of the belief in a reality that was other than that. So it was really in my hands, what world I lived in. My will is thy will and thy will shalt be done. And thy will is goodness and kindness and love, and lots and lots of beauty and joy and continual fulfillment!

It feels so good to share with beautiful words! Especially with dear souls... I am giving collapses to my parents as well as the house I grew up in. So much changing from the bottom up. And as another culmination of beauty happens, I look forward to being there! Love to you dear ones and Namah-aste for all the beauty you bring! And thank you thank you thank you Kenji for bringing beauty back.

I am learning more about the quantum everyday. It truly is unlike anything I have ever experienced before. Often I find myself unable to express what I am experiencing in conscious thought or through words. Its like a realm of experience beyond words, like the brain cant keep up and just takes a break for a while allowing the experience to just be, without needing to label or analyze it. I have been giving collapses to my grandmother, father, mother, aunt and uncle. It's amazing to see how the family structure shifts with this energy. I have also been encouraging my family to share their experiences and talk about what they feel before, during and after, changes etc. It's amazing to see them realize that their bodies can let go of pain and their mind can surrender stress. The quantum continues to expand constantly. Thank you for the eternal gift. With love and blessings,

Akansha Naik, Dubai and USA

New Stories in Consciousness

Consciousness. It's been described as everything and nothing, loving and angry, creative and destructive, dark and light. We yearn for its attention and approval, its forgiveness and grace. We sweat, purge, fast, do vigil and ceremony, sit in meditation in mosques, synagogues, churches, circles, under bodhi trees, and climb to the tops of the mountains in pursuit. We burn at the stake, blow ourselves up, and hang for its honor. We fight wars and make love on its behalf. We love and are afraid of it at the same time.

We project, pray, petition, prostrate, blame, and bargain with it. We feed and make sacrifices to appease it. We martyr, drug, drink, cut, and whip ourselves to feel its presence and earn its regard. Our hearts, torn by grief and suffering, call out to it, hoping for a definitive response. We feel it as separate and as part of ourselves.

We call it by many names: God, Allah, Mohammed, Zeus, Great Spirit, Shekhinah, Kali, Hari, Ra, Jehovah, Deus, Shen, YHWH, Paramatma, Durga, Mother, Gaia, Oneness, Quantum, and Consciousness to name a few. We describe and express it through many art forms. We create myths, stories and ecstatic states to experience and weave its nebulosity and mystery into the fabric of our daily lives.

Lasered through the focus of our human intent, it graciously offers itself to the most and the least among us. It patiently awaits our acceptance of its invitation as we struggle to bridge and create our story, our meaning, and our purpose within the vast context of the Great Mystery of Consciousness.

The struggle takes us outside of ourselves, as we look under rocks, in relationships, reflections, other's judgments, and in the dramas of our own creation to find meaning and purpose. Finally coming to the end of the road of our dissatisfaction, we turn inside to the recesses of our minds and hearts, and the exploration of a lifetime begins.

We traverse the valley of the shadow of death as we explore the darkest recesses of our psyche, and if we are courageous for long enough, we begin to see through the insanity of our false beliefs and driving energies. The light of truth dawns and we continue our ascension into deeper consciousness, empowered, recognizing ourselves as conscious co-creators. The old stories are outmoded and outdated. We forgive, and begin to love ourselves into new stories. Another epoch begins…

I believe that we are at the precipice of a new epoch in consciousness, and it is time to awaken and tell new stories. In July, 2005, while in meditation, I visioned a new earth. It was a beautiful place. The earth was etheric and matter at the same time. Many new species in all the kingdoms were present. Some did not make the cut. The vegetation was lush beyond anything presently on earth. I could see the vibrational frequencies coming off form like the heat coming off the road on a hot summer day. The peace was beyond all understanding. Love was all that existed. I opened my eyes in bliss, excited for our future. I realized I had seen no humans. Upon further investigation, I understood that humans had not yet made the choice to be a part of that new earth. Now, in 2009, I believe we have made that choice for change.

The old stories are crumbling. Witness the death of the old systems and structures of the power brokers, soon to be extinct. The Piscean age and the lessons of power are giving way to the Aquarian Age and the lessons of ethics. Our ethical, conscious choices create new myths and stories. Choice by choice we create the new earth. The outcome is unknown, and therefore challenges us not to fall into the abyss between epochs, but to muster our courage, continue to awaken, and to share our respective gifts and talents. A new story emerges.

In love and light, Melissa Pickett, MA, LPCC, Santa Fe, NM

Blessings, Kenji

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